Friday, July 28, 2006
The faster we're falling
We're stopping and stalling
We're running in circles again
Just as things we're looking up
You said it wasn't good enough
But still we're trying one more time
Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under
Seems like each time
I'm with you, I lose my mind
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break
Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under
I can't sit back and wonder why
It took so long for this to die
And I hate it when you fake it
You can't hide it, you might as well embrace it
So believe me, it's not easy
It seems that something's telling me
I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under again
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
ok. it's lifeskills day today. bleh. SO we're sitting in mrs choy's class and like we jus did some signing thingy. heh. bleh. so I tihnk I'm gnna take this whole day to like do the NDP. hehh. bleh. and jus like 10mins ago, raisin asked if any of us vandalised her wall. haha. it wrote "I hate raisins". hahahas. damn funny. hahas. but seriously, neither of us did it. I think. hehh. I know I didn't do it. argh. I've done this workship last year before. it's so annoying. argh. shld've just stayed home or something. I made muffin thingys. at least EB liked em. hehh. still have my sandwich later for break. lalala. omg I'm so friggin bored. there's nothing toblog about anymore.
oh oh oh. rugby match this saturday. against primary school kids. anna and i both agree that it's so demorilising to play aginst kids younger than us. and worst yet, if we lose, that'll be just wrong. argh. the team's probably gonna get boots today. I jus hope mum would allow it. you know how my praents are negative bout me playin rugby. it's ALL about badminton. sigh. whatever. It's been like that for 2 years.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
i'm invading. hahahahahaha. okay i'm tired of invading. THANK YOU FOR THE LAPTOP! i promise, i'll lend you my laptop someday, and then you can use up all the battery and i can freak out during chem. okay? haha. oh yeah. dhl balloon goes up 40 storeys and is 23 per head.
FOURTY STOREYS! that's like, more than 39 and less than a lot of other big numbers. wooohoo.
bye best friend.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
you'll see her at my disneyland
I've never ran that fast in my entire life.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Monday, July 17, 2006
HAPPY JACKASS/RETARD DAY! ((((: HOPE YOU LOVED MY ROSE MARCUS ENG! JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU! MANY MORE 17ths TO COME! (((((: <333
ok. PE was at holland area. damn funny. hehh. we all played at the playground and stuff. hahas. then I bought like roses for aubrey and one for marcus eng cuz it was our special day! (: yups. then bio test got postponed. Li-en helped me bout some stuff. Thks Li-en! and we watched a damn funny show durin chinese which we have yet to finish. hehh. Chemistry was the best cuz mon was so damn freaking high and like dinesh and ezra kept laughing at the two of us and we were all laughing and stuff till we got scolded a few times. ahahhas. I love times like these in chemistry. hehh. HAPPY GAS!!! (: nghahaha. quote " my tits are laughing " (right you guys?) HAHAHAHAA!
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Family Fiesta was fun! In a disorganised(according to annabelle) way. hehh. I STILL OWE YOU A DANCE ANNABELLE!! bleh. hahas. yea. Well, the games were fun. Touch rugby was funny. like reli seriously funny. hahas. cldnt stop laughing. AND I SAW JOVEL! (:
check out my emo fingernails. haha. we were playin with the wax and gel!
AND AND AND PRATA MOMENTS AFTER WE LEFT SCHOOL. Nico, Joseph, Aubrey, Nick, Brina and I went to meet Desmond at Thomson Prata House place thingy and I hate like HELLALOT of pratas and sugar. And they all scolded me for taking too much sugar and Nick was encouraging me himself. It was good shit. People should go there to eat. hehh. then I was high ALL THE WAY! and like we went desmond's house and the guys were askin desmond to stay over cuz the rest were goin to aubrey's place to stay and he couldn't so yea. Called a cab and rushed home in time before mum came baq if not I would've been in serious trouble if I got home after her. hehh. I got Breaking Free stuck in all the guys' heads. hahhas. Even nico was singing! hahhas. farking funny. I had fun (: bleh. Anton has my camera. argh. so like I can't post pictures of the rugby game. bleh. Gotta wait till later.But I've got photos from family. few though. There would be plenty if I had my camera ):
JOVEL YOU ARE ONE FRIGGIN TALL HOT BITCH!
hello charins. you know I love you (:
That's nico's shirt I'm weating. BIG!
For once, I'm cooler than you desmond.
tasia's butt brings joy to the next level!
kieng looks like some jap anime. and the two hot bitches in the middle are ALWAYS the prettiest amongst the three of us threesome. sigh. I feel so demoralised being next to them. Fuck you bitches! hahahahhahahas.
kawaii year3s! (: JERRE'S BACK!
what's that! hahas. Jerre's ass is soooo hot (back row)
baby, even though this is a reli bad picture, I still love you, always, no matter what.
you're so sweet
you knock me off my feet
you've got me coming back for more
cuz you're the one i've been looking for
till death do us part
i'll love you with all my heart
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
THIS LOOKS FUN
Instructions: Put an 'x' in the box next to the statements you agree with.
Outgoing
[x] I have A LOT of friends.
[ ] I go to parties often.
[x] I love to talk.
[x] I am generally happy.
[ ] I go out more often than I stay home.
[x] People sometimes call me crazy.
[x] My favourite past-times include shopping, talking on the phone or computer and hanging out with friends.
[x] I actually like going to school.
[x] I wish I was famous!
[x] I love meeting new people.
Total: 8
Shy
[ ] I don't like school or social gatherings.
[ ] I never go to dances, parties, etc.
[ ] I don't have that many friends, only a few close ones.
[ ] People have said I'm shy.
[ ] I don't talk a lot.
[x] I like to sit in my room alone all day.
[x] My favourite past-times include going on the computer, reading and sleeping.
[ ] I have never had a boyfriend.
[ ] I wear somewhat "conservative" clothing, I don't follow trends.
[ ] I don't have more than one of these: MSN, AIM, Xanga, Myspace.
Total: 2
Mean/anti-social
[ ] I like to wear all black.
[ ] I don't have many friends, in fact, I don't really like people.
[x] I talk behind people's backs. Bitching makes the world go round, even though pretty much most of the time you don't mean what you say.
[ ] I think about suicide/death a lot.
[ ] I listen to hardcore punk rock and nothing else.
[ ] I wish people would just leave me alone!
[ ] I don't get along with my family.
[ ] I rather die than be friends with a cheerleader or someone popular.
[x] I have had a lot of fights with people this year.
[ ] People don't really want to be my friend.
Total: 2
Nice
[x] I have good friends that I can share anything with.
[ ] People come up to me all the time, wanting to be my friend.
[ ] I guess you could call me popular.
[ ] I do my homework and always study for tests.
[ ] I don't swear.
[ ] I never break the law.
[x] I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
[x] I love people, animals and nature. I don't love love bugs or anything.
[ ] I think the world would be a much better place if everyone was just nice to each other!
[ ] I am NOT a hater.
Total: 3
Determined/serious
[ ] I study REALLY hard for tests.
[x] My grades are very important to me, not just my parents.
[ ] I go to school to LEARN, not socialize with my friends.
[ ] I am focused on what I need to do.
[ ] I don't party, drink/smoke, or act wild with friends.
[ ] I don't seem to laugh very often.
[ ]People tell me I should be more calm sometimes and worry less.
[x] I am stressed out often.
[ ] I already know what I wanna be in the future, and how I'm gonna get there.
[ ] I have a job.
Total: 2
Fun/laid back
[x] I like to have fun with my friends!
[x] I don't worry too much.
[ ] I never get stressed.
[x] Stuff seems to come easy to me.
[x] My life is just chill.
[ ] If something goes wrong, I don't freak out, I just handle it in a calm way.
[x] People come to me for advice.
[x] I have a lot of friends because I know how to have a good time!
[x] I consider myself very social.
[x] Life is short, live it to the fullest!
Total: 8
Funny
[x] I laugh ALL the time.
[x] I ALWAYS cry when I laugh hard!
[x] My friends always come to me when they need to be cheered up.
[x] I have a lot of jokes to tell.
[x] I like watching comedies and funny TV shows.
[x] A lot of people have told me that I am funny.
[x] With me, you will always have a good laugh!
[x] A sense of humour is most important in a guy.
[ ] I don't cry often.
[ ] I am an optimist.
Total: 8
Emotional/depressed
[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I listen to sad music mostly.
[ ] My friends always ask me 'what's wrong'.
[ ] I think people don't understand me.
[ ] I seem to spend a lot of time alone.
[ ] I don't have a boyfriend, a best friend, or any close family members.
[ ] I take some kind of medication for my depression.
[ ] I never seem to have fun anymore.
[ ] I am HIGHLY sensitive.
[ ] Sometimes, I wish I could die.
Total: 0
The category with the most x's is your most dominant personality trait.
If you have a tie between two or more, that's great!
You have different sides to your personality.
Now post your personality(s) here:
outgoing, fun/laid back, funny
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
everyone meet teddy! until i give him a name, he's called teddy! like mr bean's teddy. hahahas. Good day today. cept' yday i totally flunked chemistry. sighh. I don't wanna elaborate. I miss brey. i've sth planned for. surprises are cool stuff,
i wonder whether you were worth it all.