Saturday, April 29, 2006
at my gramps now. watchin DA CHANG JIN. muahaha. so don't have to endure all the long nights of waiting for the show to start and ending up sleeping really late. heh. my teeth are much stronger now (: can bite stuff but not that hard like beef and all. hahas. RAWWWWR! hahahas. this morning was suppose to accompany patt in school. but like i woke up at 9 and went baq to sleep and told pattrick i was damn lazy to get out. and like i went baq to sleep! ARGH! I 'm soooooooooooooooo sorry pattrick! next time ok!? promise! hhahahas. bleh. then got up and ate a lil. went to grams. and now im here. we watched fearless jus now. damn cool show lah. hahas. goin marine parade later. ok. bye bye.
i think this is damn cool.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Friday, April 28, 2006
omg omg omg. we didn't change in the end. hahas. i wore it thru amaths and until like after school and almost till the time my dad came. hahahas. damn cool lah. amaths was screwed. we had a curve's test and im definately gonna fail it. so will Jerre and Evan. hahas. bleh. Didn't even know wad was I doing. heh. bleh. after school i slacked around. played in the hall with the badminton ppl. damn friggin fun lah. hahas. then slacked arond with STEP-HEN.hhahas. and he's damn fun to bully lah. like hahas. i kept singing "what you gonna do when they STEP on you!" hahas. damn stupid lah. and i played with him a racing car game on Jerre and my hp. hahas. damn fun. i won. duh. hahas. then like we went field with alan to watch rugby match. heh. and went baq to canteen. stephen waited for marcuseng. dno where he jumped and got stuck to. hahas. XP and yea. felt damn shitty after that. dad came. went for training. towards the last part developed a fever. COOL! hahas. i love being sick.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
omg. tabby's link to blogspot is in Japanese. hahas. damn funny lah. hahas. we're in English now. blah blah blah. Kim and I changed into our IJ uniform. hahas. damn funny. We're changing baq at lunch time so we won't get caught. hahas. bleh. i think we're changing again after school. hahhaas. Happy R + J day my dearest Kim! (: <333
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
I thot i could look forward to eating really good food. but now i can't! argh. the braces are farking painful lah. bleh. i almost cried yesterday cuz it was so damn painful. yesterday was great. the rugby match was good. best friend was the best (: but he's flyin off to bangkok now. gonna miss that fat squasher. hahas. i hope stephen cheers up real soon. nothin much happened today. i did a presentation in chinese. hahas. must've sound so stupid. hahas. then B2 lent me his ipod and i listened to barney's favourites songs vol.1 ! Felt damn high and felt alot better. hahas. was being so random to whole day. oh oh oh. we played who wants to be a milliionaire during maths. hahas. stupid. hahas. then eliyah didnt come to school today! WOOO! went praemen's class. then did a compre. then walked pass econs and saw him. smile smile (: then i stole versash's pencil box! hahas. gave him mine. hahas. then econs was boring. after skl talked to hannah and kim. then played a racing game with david. hahas. then hung around and left skl. then dad came. home now. goin piano soon. damn xian lah. bleh. amaths test tml. but i get to see him. and and and kim and i are doing something cool tml! (:
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
training was good. really. coach said my stamina improved (: but im gettin the cramps around my ankles ): hahas. i might need ANKLE GUARDS in size XL. hahahas. today lifeskills was ok. Anthony and I bonded and stuff. We sat right behind and doodled and shit. hahas. yups. then me and Patt are like gangsters. hahas. cool lah. hahas. then like skipped the last period to go dental. and guess what. I GOT MY BOTTOM BRACES! yay! FINALLY. after like wad. 8months! PFFFT. I hope i can take them off real soon. i look so weird now ): then cabbed baq to school to hang with the coolest guy on earth. marcus eng. uh huhh. hahahs. yea. lalala. played basketball. friggin fun. hahaas. im lazy to blog. ok. bye bye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Monday, April 24, 2006
hello hello hello! i started off the day by running around school. perspired alot!!! then went to shower. felt good. felt clean. hahahas. then like did my chemistry homework. hahhhas. then went up to the hall. then sat next to husband and no.1 fan! haahas. then borrowed no.1 fan's big watch which made him look mutt and buttoned up my first button. took his drum sticks and started shouting :ALAMAK SIAAAA!!!! hahas. all the way till tuitorial and PE. damn funny. hahahas. then like PE. we had PFT. damn fun lah. hahas. bleh. I got 5 As! (: now left with 2.4km. confirm die lah. hahahsa. bleh. yups. then history. slept during the documentary. damn tired lah. hahas. then went on to bio. felt like a walking zombie. was so damn tired. then went on to chemistry. talked to mummy (: cheer up ok? I'm sure things would get better. I promise. then lunch. kim said to bring sandwiches tml. hahhas. ok. i'm bringing. need to save some money. heh. bleh. then went for language. did a compo and was let off early. hung out with leftie for a while. heh. then went for english. blah blah blah. after school hung out with Kim and Pattrick and Evan and Chern. DAMN FUNNY LAH! Kim told me what happened during bio. Kim threw a eraser and like Sean went under the table to pick it up. and like when he got up, he hit his head against the table and there was this loud "bang". but sean just got up. and everyone was like "are you ok?" and he was like "what happened? my head hit they table is it?" hahhas. Kim said the best part was when he looked blur and all. but we both agree that the best part wldve been Sean asking if he had hit his head against the table. ahahhahs. how stupid can one get? damn hilarious lah. hahas. and like we went gym. damn funny. really laughed alot. hahhas. Kim and I think Pattrick looks likea camel! hahhaas. damn funny. and he can do the moonwalk. hahas. damn funny lah. hahhas. jus laughed alot! and we checked out this like gay blog. hahas. yea. and then kathi and audrey came. then we sat around and talked and crapped and did weights. lol. then went home. it started to pour really badly. lightning and all ): i'm dman scared of lightnings. and yea. got home and lazed around. im gonna sleep early tonight. damn tired lahh.
second twin and third twin! (:
i bonded with romeo alot today! (:
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
this morning's training was fun. really fun. heh. bleh. played well and all. slacked with gordona and melvin and victor. then drew on song yao's foolscap paper. that guy is too gay to function. hahhas. damn funny. then went to eat lunch. and now i'm home and feeling really bored. goin for tuition later and then goin to eat dinner at guo fu. yumms (: can't wait.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i'm at my grams now. stoning and all. friggin bored lah fark. bleh. lalala. cousins all oso damn bored. we all don't dare play games that would get someone injured again. heh. i did a manicure for mummy just now (: then like stoned and watched DA CHANG JIN. I skipped like so many nights of episodes ady. then slept on the couch. friggin sleepy lah. then woke up for dinner. baq to stoning. i think i'm gonna create a blog for the cousins. i'm screwed. my life is boring.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Friday, April 21, 2006
I never thought that it'd be so simple but
I found a way, I found a way
I always thought that it'd be too crazy but
I found a way, I found a way
If you open up your mind
See what's inside
It's gonna take some time, to realize
But if you look inside, I'm sure you'll find
Over your shoulder you know that, I told you
I'll always be pickin' you up when you're down
So just turn around
Now that I know that anything's possible
I found a way, I found a way
No one can break what is so unbreakable
I found a way, I found a way
If you open up your mind
See what's inside
It's gonna take some time, to realize
But if you look inside, I'm sure you'll find
Over your shoulder you know that I told you
I'll always be pickin' you up when you're down
So just turn around
No one cares
What you give
You know you gotta live like you wanna live
When it's time
To be free
You know you gotta be what you wanna be
If you open up your mind
See what's inside
It's gonna take some time, to realize
But if you look inside, I'm sure you'll find
Over your shoulder you know that I told you
I'll always be pickin' you up when you're down
So just turn around
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Oh no here we go,
here we go again
You were so afraid
you let me back in
Back in thru a door
you had long forgot
Its resistance is shot,
mine was not
But I waited..
my complicated,overrated girl
You know that I hated,we suffocated
and Overstated everything
Why can't you be bi-sexual instead of bi-polar?
Oh look there she goes
There she goes again
She keeps on checkin out
Checkin out her friends
I swear you'll never know
Know what's on her mind
Wish she'd given in
At least one time, Cuz
I waited..
my complicated,overrated girl
You know that I hated,we suffocated
and Overstated everything
Why can't you be bi-sexual instead of bi-polar?
Get up get up, whatcha doing in bed
I think it's all in your head
Get up get up, no don't sleep sunday morning
And there's a whole world around you gotta let in
Especially the girls, we all like the girls
I waited..
my complicated,overrated girl
You know that I hated,we suffocated
and Overstated everything
Why can't you be bi-sexual?
Why can't you be bi-sexual?
Why can't you be bi-sexual?
instead of bi-polar
Kathi dear! I hope this enlightens you on what does bipolar means. I got the word from here. Don't know wad it means either. heh heh.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
hello! alison is sooo lazy, i have to blog for her! hahah.
alison loves KATHI-LYN ONG so so much! like way much! hehe. today was fun! and i owe you $5! i know i know! i think too much! hahah. love you dear! ohoh! when we were talking today,
me: wah i hate it when alison makes sense.
alison: you mean i normally DONT make sense!
hahah so cute dear! (:
you're my self proclaimed twin3! and i <33>
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEFTIE!!! <333
love always. thanks for everything. listening to me and all. and now i get to spend this special moment of your life. hahas. love yea always dear! happy birthday once again.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
biology once again. the school's wireless system if friggin slow and annoying. we're doin enzymes now. did this last year. yawns. i love times like this when i feel so smart. like when chemistry was doin electronic structure and all. at least i understood and did well. but now the ionic bonding and all the shit that follows in is just like alien talk to me. sheesh. i'm so friggin pist.
(Pattrick told me to do it)
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Monday, April 17, 2006
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Friday, April 14, 2006
WEDNESDAY
I love wednesdays. there are so few lessons to attend. and school ends reli early and all. hahas. bleh (: wanted to play hide and seek. so played with mon, sam, nicole, iekka and neil. was so friggin fun lah. me and nicole were running all over the place. then wen neil was coming, we wanted to stop laughin, but like we couldn't control ourselves. so like we blew our cover and neil found us. hahas. then me and nicole went to sit in the centre of the whole school. waited for neil to find the others. hahas. then i called marcus eng, andrew and stephen to walk all the way baq from the mrt to school just so that they could join us. hahahs. marcus phooi joined in. nicole left after the first round :( then marcus eng and marcus phooi were the first seekers. so like me, iekka and stephen hid in lau shi's class. then i played tic-tac-toe with iekka. lost alot of times. hahas. then not long the two marcuses found us. hahas. then they went to find the others. hahas. oh shit. i just realise giving so much details of the game is so tiring lah. hahas. so i'll jus summarize lah. like one of the games me, iekka and macus sat behind art room and just talked. cuz we were damn tired of hiding. heh. then at one game. i hid among the chapel choir and pretended being part of them. hahas. but andrew found me. lalala. after hide and seek. went to field and played monkey and soccer. hahas. yups. damn tiring. but i feel like a kid agian.I think i'm gonna make this day RELIVING YOUR CHILDHOOD MOMENTS DAY! hahas. every 11th of the month. hahahas. gonna grab ppl and start playin games. but that doesn mean we can only play on this particular day. that would be so damn boring la. hahas.
THURSDAY
chapel today. maundy thursday. then elections for class council. then had maths test. she got damn pist at our class for awhile. hope i'll pass cuz i realise i didn't reli know how to do. hahas. rushed out for chemistry. manged to finish the homework. was pretty slacked lah today. hahas. then econs i got like 35/50. that's like a achi. grd 2. hahas. not bad lah. didn't reli study for it. then english had library period. so stupid lahh. hahas. then lalala. school ended. was so damn farking bored lah. dno where the year4s that always played with me after school went. then like slacked. went tennis court. played a lil. yay! i can serve properly now! (: hahas. then went home. slept. and went to piano. came home and like watched tv. watched memoirs of a geisha, followed by nanny mcphee. slept at like 3am.
Friday
Woke up this morning by mum's naggy voice. got me to go tuition. finished all my maths hw. came home, changed, and off the lunch. had Japanese buffet. DAMN FRIGGIN NICE LAH! I wanna go there again! (: and to think I hated Japanese buffets. hahas. then went min's house. the others were still there. hahas. they jus woke up not long ago. hahas. then yea. slacked. ate somemore and watched shows. I started dozing off at 330 and decided to leave at 4 since i needed to be home by 430. walked out with chris. took a cab home. playin a game with Marcus Eng now. hahas. i'm gonna post it later. life is so boring at times like these.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I feel so much better today. really. to all those who know what really happened. Thanks for giving me the support and convincing me to pick myself up again. I love to think in a way that like God probably has better plans for me in the future. So I'll just go on with life and live it to the fullest. I feel so childish crying yesterday. But then again, who wouldn't if they were put in my shoes. sigh
today was great. i recovered from my fever yday. it was really bad. on and off i had fever and like my cheeks were really red and stuff. and like i was in the sick bay since 1pm till like school ended. hahas. nothin much happened. just like talked to ppl and stuff. Mrs A and Mr S are damn cool teachers. I love them so. heh heh. Oh oh oh. and i found out I can't go to the Greece trip cuz of the stupid badminton competition ): sigh. but it's so expensive anyways so i'm probably not addin an extra burden to my family. sweet me (: and yea well. toked to some of the year6s in the morn and blah. then talked to some close friends. Me and Ameer are fine ady. So i acted like a bitch. And i'm reli glad he's together with her. hahaas.
I hate that fourth story person. a big hypocrite i dare say. heh heh.
oh oh oh. I CAN'T FIND MY SJC WHITE JACKET ): it's not at home and I'm positive I brought it home from school. so whichever SJC sees this post, please help me get a new one. hahahas. thks.
I have a stupid english essay to do by tml morning and an econs test too. I feel so lazy and tired. I'm gonna study econs tonight and do the essay tml. walau. i'm such a last minute bitch. hahas.
mum's in KL. she called and said she went on a shoppin spree when she arrived cuz like her work only starts tml. omg. i wanna go with her! hahas. she bought me some stuff though. how sweet (:
debbie gan's goin off tml ): I'm gonna miss that dear. she makes me laugh cuz her sense of logic is screwed. like she called the potatoes comfy. hahahas. damn funny lah. hahas. have fun there ok dear? tkaire of urself. <333
I am Kathi's self-proclaimed third twin. like i told her i could be her third twin, and she just stoned and didn't answer me lah. hahas. who cares. I'm ur third twin Kathi! hahas.
training was funny. alex is such a sweet sometimes. he got me out of trouble. heh. being a coach rawks.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
oh freak. the school's wireless is so friggin slow. it took me like 5mins to log into this page. sheesh. I'm in bio now. And i feel so smart knowing whatever she's teaching. osmosis, diffusion and active transport. learnt all this last year. Anton is being a noisy jukebox. every thing i say he jus has to relate it to some song and he starts singing it. hahahas. The tennis girls' team are goin to RJC to play the A 'div. hahas. If only I were in tennis. then i don't have to attend stupid lessons. and chances of gettin to see him are reli high considered he's in that school. hahas. Anton just said "I'm not a noisy jukebox" hahahs. damn cute. bleh. another hour till this lesson ends. Lalala. Nothin to do. PE is last period. Tball again i think. heh heh. bleh. I ate lunch with Mon jus now. and talked about a certain '6-o-clock- guy. hahahas. shudup mon. don't ever do that again. hahas. Boy's team are playin against CJC or sth in school later. Lots of luck to ALL of the tennis players (:
i'm class council. he can't stop me from all his bullshit XP
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Monday, April 10, 2006
UNFAIR : Showing favouritism; not fair, marked by injustice or partially or deception; "used unfair methods";
so that what it really means.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
all i did was eat, sleep and drink yesterday. I was so damn bored. and hungry. then i decided to play a game with the cousins. spin 20 rounds and see who can reach the other end of the hall first. everyone was havin fun until Janolan ran right into the door frame and he had this farking big swelling on his forehead. then like his parents brought him to the hospital. then the rest of us were like worried sick and stuff lah. i cried and all that. but i feel that i gotta put much more faith in Him. i learnt a valuable lesson last night. All of us did. this morning training was great! i perspired hell alot! hope i lost weight. then talked to rui hao and stuff. oh man. no i gotta decide if i wanna take part in cheers or go greece. i wanna do both. sigh. bleh. then went for lunch and home. showered. slept and got up for tuition. then rushed home to watch 7pm show last episode. so it's like a slacked weekened. no homework as far as i know of. hahas. bleh. ok. gtg. ciao.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
strangler says: wads the one word tt describes me best
monster says: ...
monster says: strangler!!!!!
strangler says: wadddd
starngler says: why!
strangler says: tskness
monster says: caus
monster says: caus
monster says: caus
monster says: caus
monster says: everytime u hug me...
monster says: damn tight
monster says: like strangling
monster says: haha
monster says: no offence
monster says: i kinda like tha
monster says: *that
strangler says: so u like it or not?
monster says: ya lah
strangler says:hahahs
strangler says: waaad
strangler says: then complain so much for wad
monster says: haha
monster says: donnoe
strangler says: stupid lah u
the monster loves the strangler.
the strangler loves the monster.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
07.04.06
Daryl Teo and HuiXiang are off to book in. hahahas. they gotta shave their heads lah. hahas. Wonder what they would looks like. They both got Ah Beng hairstyles lah. long fringes and all. hahas. Wish they won't die on their first day (:
This morning was rushing my English work. hahas. yups. i managed to finish it by 840. Just in time for assembly. Jackey was really sweet. He help me rented a tie cuz i left mine in the car. In the morning Tim and MarcusEng were making fun of Chern. Damn funny lah. hhas. But damn mean oso lah. hahahs. then David bought me another cross (: THANKS DAVID! and yea i wore it. hahas. yups. then like chapel. there's a NEW chapel choir. hahas. and yea. Clarence, Esther and Lydia were the lead singers today. Then after chapel me and hilary almost skipped maths. but we didn't in the end cuz Mrs Choy didn't want to give us a sick bay form. then we had to vote in the morning. then went for maths. fooled around in maths with anthony. we were like banging rythms on the table. it sounded damn good (: hahas. i'll video it next time. then recess. I ate! argh. then i remembered i didn't bring my laptop. so i had to borrow from bobby. but he didn't have internet access. so i borrowed from FakeStead! He's a life saver! Thanks Joey! <333>SORRY MARCUS ENG FOR JACKING YOU THE WHOLE TIME ON OUR "ADVENTURE". I LOVE YOU TOO <333
You and I should get away for awhile
I just want to be alone with your smile
Buy some candy and cigarettes and we'll get in my car
We'll blast the stereo and we'll drive to Madagascar
Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do
I just want to be your only one
I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw
That night on the floor when we were all alone
My love life was getting so bland
There are only so many ways I can make love with my hand
Sometimes it makes me want to laugh
Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath
Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do
I just want to be your only one
I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw
That night on the floor when we were all alone
Who's gonna be the odd man out?
I dont wanna to be the odd man out
Is this going to be the end
Or are you going to be
my new girlfriend?
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
you got me thinking
about the many things in life
you got me wondering if i shld go on
and put everything in my strive
i miss having to feel loved
loved by someone who really cares
afterall, a friend liking you
is different from couples in pairs
i wish my questions would be answered
am i ready for this
there's so many things i wanna tell you
to let you know you are missed
i missed the fun times i had
when i was together with someone
someone who loved me back
someone who's my number one
and now i'm standing here
building sandcastles in the air
i ask you once again
will you be there
shhh. i think i hear your reply
no, wait. i could be wrong
but i'm gonna end this stupid message
end it with a song:
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
in chinese lesson now. finished my compo. hahas. bleh. today was my stupid speech. bleh. i was damn friggin nervous lah. but like everyone was jus making fun of bryan's speech. hahas. everyone wanted him to sing and all. hahas. i didn't even hear him. hahaas. bleh. and yea i screwed up at one part. and i was like "oh my gosh" and everyone just laughed lah. bleh. and tabby's was the funniest. and like she called all of us palm trees and hope and stuff. everyone jus laughed. three cheers to tabby! hahas. then maths was fun. dunno why. hahas. anthony kept dancing to the songs on my laptop. hahas. damn funny. haahs. havin history next. the greece trip is baq on! im gonna sign up! ahhas (: anyways, i got nothing to blog about. school has been ok so far. hahas. english is gonna be damn boring. stupid tit bitch. monster thinks the strangler is the best (:
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
yay! i got my most fav layout up! (: finally no BIG FONTS at the sides. hahas. omg. i need to sleep early. i've been goin to school and i've been sleeping alot when i get to school. i jus walk over to the tables and plop myself down and sleep. hahas. yea. afterall, a queen needs her beauty sleep. hahas.
today was ok. i love wednesdays cuz u got lesser lessons. yup. that's rite. hahas. maths in the morning. most of us didn't do our homework so she gave us another day grace. then econs was damn boring lah! walau. i slept a few times. and even if i was awake, i wasn't even payin attention. i tried lah. but it's seriously damn boring. Zzzz. then went for break. girlfriend is baq! I MISS HER SO MUCH! yups yups yups! <3333 then jus tokd to her and ate and all. then went for bio. microscopy pratical test. i think im gonna do ok (: then after that went for lunch. tokd to girlfriend somemore. then went for PE. JJ has been wearing ankle weights. crazy ass. says its part of his training. rite. hhas. he'll seriously screw up his knees if he wears them too often. and yea. after school went to tomato's place. watched rush hour 2. hahas. damn stupid. then left for home. got loads of homework to do. i'm done with history. now it's left with studyin for econs and finishing my math homework. and i seriously need to work on the speech. hehh. wish me luch. vote for me! (:
i seriously look retarded in that poster. hehh. oh well.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
a girl that a guy loves means the world to him. he'd do anything for her. anything as in really ANYTHING. anything just to please her. anything just to make her life better. anything just to see her smile. he makes sure that he makes her day, regardless of whether it was a good or bad one. he'd walk for 2hrs under the blistering sun just to deliver her lunch to her when she's sick. he'd even die for her. that girl would make him a better man by just being around him. she makes him feel that he's capable of doing the unthinkable, the impossible. her presence, her touch, her love for him would make him the happiest man alive. she might not know that the guy is doing all these because he loves her, she might not know that he does those things just to make her happy - he doesn't mind. he is willing to wait hours for her just to have a chance to see her for a few minutes. he is willing to do anything for her, little things, big things - anything just to get her momentary attention. love makes him go crazy. love makes him think alot, to a point where nothing else matters. he sits in class wondering what she doing at the moment, he stares at his food at the dinner table thinking of she's having for dinner, he lies in bed unable to sleep thinkin if she even had thought of him during the entire process of the day. almost always, he wonders what her nickname means in msn, he wonders if she fancies another guy. he gets jealous if she spends time with her friends instead of him, he gets jealous easily, but secretly - for the fear of possibly offending her. however little does she know, his jealousy means the deep love he has for her, not the possible stifling personality he may behold. he is willing to adapt to her habits, he is willing to accept her flaws, he is willing to sacrifice much of his time for her, he is willing to surrender lunch money in order to get her the present she eyed months ago. he is willing to learn from her previous boyfriends' mistakes just to be that decent guy she expects. his tough exterior is just a facade that he upholds, the stupid jokes he cracks, the meaningless pranks he plays, somehow does not show how he feels. deep down inside is entirely different. that tough exterior is nothing compared to how he feels and who he really is. what she says means alot to him. the kind little things she does for him unknowingly makes him the happiest man in the world. wiping off his sweat for him melts his heart, remembering his birthday joys him to tears. little does she know, she's the girl that unlocks the hidden mushyness in him that makes his friends cringe in disgust, little does she know she's the girl that makes or breaks him, little does she know she's the girl he hopes to spend the rest of his life with, little does she know she's the girl he'd always love and care for the most
I didn't know terence chan was so emo. i miss that guy. i miss my bestie :(
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
04.04.06
im in biology now. boring as usual. copy copy copy. notes notes notes. yawns yawns yawns. school's ending in 15 mins time but i want it to end now! PFFFT. i invaded li-en's blog jus now :) hahahas. today's a cold day. it's so dark outside in the open. i won't be able to spot my no. 1 fan! (pattrick) ;p hahhas. soem year 5s did their speeches today. Aqueel was the funniest! everyone was just like laughing. hahahas! i learnt something new "Great power comes great responsiblities", whatver. i learnt that since spiderman2 came out. hahas. but all this is making me nervous bout my own speech! hahahas. I've not even reli campaign! like even Bryan Yep is givin out sweets. hahas. Tabby's gonna help me. thks dear! hahhas. mayb i'm not cut out for this whole council thing. i think i'm gonna go baq to my quiet life. YEAH RIGHT! hahas. I'M RUNNING FOR COUNCIL. VOTE FOR ME PLEASE! haahhas.
in the monrning, clarence gave me a book and a cd and a notebook. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CLARENCE! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! I really appreciate all the trouble you went through. sweet sweet Clarence (: and so like i got full marks for amaths log test! yay! hahhas. alot better than my last term's test. History was ok. I'm always disturbing Kevin. and I bonded with patt (: i love my no.1 fan! hahas. then like Kevin jus kept laughing at me lah. hahas. then chinese and bio. lalala. training sucked. i don't wannt tok about it.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Monday, April 03, 2006
toaday was a sucky day. like i was so randomly sad at times but boyfriend and duck made it better. mon and audrey were being real sweets and were like asking me to go CF room and stuff. i love you guys :) thks to all who made me smile today. the best was at recess. at the hall. Sarina gave me a hug! and duck and boyfriend came and we played scissors, paper and stone and like whoever wins gets to hit nicholas. hahas. yea. they made me happier after that. then after school, jus hung around. played basketball for awhile cuz it was about to rain and stuff. it was damn funny lah. playin with the dudes just makes you laugh so hard. hahas. yea. then slacked around. i tried telling jokes but the ppl jus didnt get me. hahas. then me and iekka played the scissors paper stone game again! this time winner gets to draw. hahas. iekka won again lah. my arm was so full of marks and stuff lah. then dad came. slept and showered and now im bloggin. ok. i'm gonna check mon's blog out now.
high school is one big soap opera
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Open your eyes and take in everything that you see
Look at all the colors, red, yellow, blue, & green
We can take an airplane and fly across the globe
Look down upon the colors, everyone come on, let's go
Because
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
Open your ears and listen what the world has to say
Hear the birds & bells and you will have a brighter day
Everyone has a special song deep inside their heart
If you want, you could sing with us, it's the perfect place to start
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
You can't hurt me with the things that you do
I'll pick up dandelions and I'll give them to you
Puppy dogs, kitty cats swimming through love
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
i love my cutie pie :) <333
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i wonder whether you were worth it all.