i loved you once.

i thought you were my fairytale
a dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star
thats coming true
but everybody else could tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you

now I know youre not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star
just don't come true
cause now even I tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
cause i liked the view
when there was me and you

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

stephen has left. I'm so friggin sad. I almost cried when he went but didn't. All 14 of us are so much closer now and like we don't know when he'll come visit again. pooop ): I'm all sad now. But we did take last min retarded pictures so it totally changes the whole I'm-so-sad-you're-leaving mood. hehh. not bothered to upload though. school today was fine. the normal class to class and trying really hard to take everything in. sheesh. got loads of holiday homework I've not done to finish and the pile jus keeps gettin stacked. hehh. well, I can't really blame anyone but myself. hehh.

okok. happy thoughts. hmmm. people say I'm not heavy which is totally NOT TRUE and so everyone is a big fat liar! PFFFT. But! In order to prove what they say is right, I'm dieting! Seriously. hehh hehh. It's good too. Cuz when I look at the school's junk food I go crazy! SO MUCH OIL! ARGH! hahaas. yea. But cookies are just fine (:

I hated after school today. I really did. Not cuz of the ice-cream thing but cuz of something else. The ice-cream thing was fun. Gill and Tasia are hating me for it right now. I think. Well, SORRY YOU GUYS! I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS !

I want you
But you don't even know my name
I wanna scream out
But I'm afraid of the consequences
I want you
But you don't even know my name
And that means that
what we got
IS NOT REAL

i wonder whether you were worth it all.