Monday, May 01, 2006
my attention span has diffused! argh. i was studyin chem for like dunno how long even though to me it's lilke damn little, but i think i can't go on! the agony! PFFFT. talked to dickhead jus now. hahas. stupid faggot didnt get his fag last night. hahahs. stephen asks the weirdest questions alive! hahas. stupid. and my ipod is still screwed ): but high tea later for the family if the big man is in a good mood. I hope it's crystal jade though. I got a craving for it. heh heh. what big and fat eater i am. heh heh. miles and i were de-stressing jus now. damn fun lah. hahas. that BIG teddy bear. hahas. he webcammed and did all the funny faces. damn funny lah! hahas. i was like laughing like a idiot (in which he wld reply : " YOU ARE AN IDIOT!" ) hahahs. he went off to eat. so like im bored again. talkin to myself. and like gettin sort of reprimanded by chris cuz of someone else. bleh. i wun say it isn't my fault. but like i said. the truth jus hurts.
the beating of my heart is like a pillar to our relationship
the day we part is the day my heart stops beating
i wonder whether you were worth it all.