i loved you once.

i thought you were my fairytale
a dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star
thats coming true
but everybody else could tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you

now I know youre not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star
just don't come true
cause now even I tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
cause i liked the view
when there was me and you

Thursday, April 06, 2006

you got me thinking
about the many things in life
you got me wondering if i shld go on
and put everything in my strive

i miss having to feel loved
loved by someone who really cares
afterall, a friend liking you
is different from couples in pairs

i wish my questions would be answered
am i ready for this
there's so many things i wanna tell you
to let you know you are missed

i missed the fun times i had
when i was together with someone
someone who loved me back
someone who's my number one

and now i'm standing here
building sandcastles in the air
i ask you once again
will you be there

shhh. i think i hear your reply
no, wait. i could be wrong
but i'm gonna end this stupid message
end it with a song:

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

i wonder whether you were worth it all.