Wednesday, April 05, 2006
a girl that a guy loves means the world to him. he'd do anything for her. anything as in really ANYTHING. anything just to please her. anything just to make her life better. anything just to see her smile. he makes sure that he makes her day, regardless of whether it was a good or bad one. he'd walk for 2hrs under the blistering sun just to deliver her lunch to her when she's sick. he'd even die for her. that girl would make him a better man by just being around him. she makes him feel that he's capable of doing the unthinkable, the impossible. her presence, her touch, her love for him would make him the happiest man alive. she might not know that the guy is doing all these because he loves her, she might not know that he does those things just to make her happy - he doesn't mind. he is willing to wait hours for her just to have a chance to see her for a few minutes. he is willing to do anything for her, little things, big things - anything just to get her momentary attention. love makes him go crazy. love makes him think alot, to a point where nothing else matters. he sits in class wondering what she doing at the moment, he stares at his food at the dinner table thinking of she's having for dinner, he lies in bed unable to sleep thinkin if she even had thought of him during the entire process of the day. almost always, he wonders what her nickname means in msn, he wonders if she fancies another guy. he gets jealous if she spends time with her friends instead of him, he gets jealous easily, but secretly - for the fear of possibly offending her. however little does she know, his jealousy means the deep love he has for her, not the possible stifling personality he may behold. he is willing to adapt to her habits, he is willing to accept her flaws, he is willing to sacrifice much of his time for her, he is willing to surrender lunch money in order to get her the present she eyed months ago. he is willing to learn from her previous boyfriends' mistakes just to be that decent guy she expects. his tough exterior is just a facade that he upholds, the stupid jokes he cracks, the meaningless pranks he plays, somehow does not show how he feels. deep down inside is entirely different. that tough exterior is nothing compared to how he feels and who he really is. what she says means alot to him. the kind little things she does for him unknowingly makes him the happiest man in the world. wiping off his sweat for him melts his heart, remembering his birthday joys him to tears. little does she know, she's the girl that unlocks the hidden mushyness in him that makes his friends cringe in disgust, little does she know she's the girl that makes or breaks him, little does she know she's the girl he hopes to spend the rest of his life with, little does she know she's the girl he'd always love and care for the most
I didn't know terence chan was so emo. i miss that guy. i miss my bestie :(
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
