Sunday, August 07, 2005
i changed my blog layout:)
nice rite.hahahahs.
yesterday had my party.
bleh.
was quite fun.
but boring.
too much food.
anyways,arrived there at bout 2pm.
Brought Clara along.
Then we played at the beach.
Talked to Joanna huz so friggin nice.
Then play and got a little wet.
Then started the fire.But cldn light the red thingys
cuz the wind kept blowin.
Then Dominic threw the whole lighter in and
everyone screamed.So funny cans.hhhas.
then cooked abit.
The sausages get cooked easily.hahahs.so funny.
then others came.
cooked,walked around,mingle.
Then waited for Miguel to come.
He came and then sand bday song.
Once again,had a hard time lighting the candle.
Damn funny.Matthew block the wind and everyone sand happy bday damn fast.LOL
Then made a wish,but before we could blow it out,the wind blew it for us.hhahahs.
then cut cake for everyone.hopefully they enjoyed it.BUT CREDIT GOES TO KENNY AND JOANNA.
KOR AND DA SAO:)
Then Berdin and Terence gave me an adidas shirt.NICE!:)
Then Clara gave me chocolates.
Linze gave me chocolates and a pencil box.
The LPs that came gave me a toy and i dunno what's the other thing.
hahas.My other presents HOPEFULLY will get this friday.LOL
Made new frenz.had fun.took very few pictures.
Then jus lazed around.
watched firworks and stuff.
then linze and some ppl left after fireworks.
Then rest of us goin back when sudd i cldn breathe.
Got worst.And yups,hyper-ventilation.
clement and terence went to get a cab.
then i said dun wan.
then clement go and call ambulance.
i thot was terence.
then kept shoutin at him and scoldin.
and cried and was so cold.
Miguel,Sheryl,Matthew and Terence hugged me but i was still cold.
Then they gave me shirts and wrapped me up.
Was so painful.
Wad went thru my mind,i reli dunno.
But I don't want her to have the last laugh.
I don't need that now.
Fark off bitch.i hate you.
Then ambulance came.Put me on stretcher.
Matt came along.
stupid paramedics was so friggin sarcastic.
hate his tone of voice.
my hands were curled up in a postion that was so weird.
so were my legs.
It was so cold.
Matt sat in front.He said was damn cool cuz when the driver turned on the siren,
all the cars cleared.
then got there.then took pulse and all.
Then waited half an hour see doc.
Gave me medicine.
while waiting,Terence and all came.
Apologised to him for wad i said.
Then his parents came and they talked to my mum.
Then they all went home.
left matt and clement.
see doc,took medicine,then went back katong.
Then ate abit then showered then went home.
Apologised to miguel.
sigh.
i didn;t wan this to happen.
and like linze knows even though he left earlier.
bleh.
dun wan ********** to find out either.
anyways,today is reli slackin day.
didn't do anything at all.
heh.
anyways,i miss matt.
i reli owe him.
i love him alot.reli.
so matt,if you're readin this:
I LOVE MATTHEW!THANKS A MILLION!YOU ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD.WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS WHAT YOU HAD DONE FOR ME.SO THIS IS FOR YOU!
I guess this time you're really leaving,
I heard your suitcase say goodbye.
And as my broken heart lies bleeding,
they say true love is suicide.
You say you've cried a thousand rivers,
and now you're swimming for the shore.
You left me drowning in my tears,
and you won't save me anymore.
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl.
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you
I know you know we've had some good times,
Now they have their own hiding place.
I can promise you tomorrow,
But I can't buy back yesterday.
And baby you know my hands are dirty,
But I wanted to be your Valentine,
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you
And I wasn't there when you were happy,
I wasn't there when you were down.
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for...
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you.
When you breathe I want to be the air for you.
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you,
Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you
PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIRS ENG.
PSS.Many thanks to all those for yesterday.Now i know wad true friends are.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.