i loved you once.

i thought you were my fairytale
a dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star
thats coming true
but everybody else could tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you

now I know youre not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star
just don't come true
cause now even I tell
that i confused my feelings with the truth
cause i liked the view
when there was me and you

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

bummer.I'm stuck at home cuz I'm sick.UH HUH.

you wanna know what happen?

well,after goin to the dentist

yday,

went home and met dearie for

awhile even though i was

grounded.

but it was really only for awhile.

then ate dinner,

changed and went

to play badminton.

then "A" asked me lob,

I lobbed,but no strength.

Ask him slow down.

Then he did,

but i still cldn't.

I told him to stop.told him i had chest pains.

Then he took me outside go

get some fresh air.

Then i became anxious cuz i

cldn't breath.

I was tryin so hard to inhale that

my muscles were aching.

Then dad drove me to the hospital

and i was put under emergency.

then they gave me this

breathing thing,

the one where they use on unconcious ppl,

so that I can breath.

And the nurse said I MUST NOT SLEEP.
Then "A" kept gettin me to wake up.

I really tried,but couldn't.
Then after i used the pump thing for like

40mins,the doc saw me.

But still i wasn't breathin rite.

So he gave me a plastic bag.

And timed how many times

i inhaled.

If it was over 20,something's wrong.

I inhaled like over 30.

Then I was made to slow down.

I couldn breath.

then finally slowed down

after like 20mins.

doc says it was hyper-ventilation.

anyways,im ok now.

pause.

i'm home now.

went to school in the end.

eilis said that i mite not be able

to play if i dont come to school.

cuz i was thinking of goin to school after

it ends.

so rush down to school.

played first singles with Victoria.

Won.

But feel so unfortable.

so jus do a few umprings.

Oreal and Melanie's math the funniest.

Make me laugh alot.

Then last singles,played decidin match,

again Marcie.

Won.

So YAY YAY YAY!

ST.EMILIE WON!

next playin with Elizabeth.

Must must must win!!

cuz Upper Sec won too.

whaahhaa.

anyways,i gtg go study now.

Gotta catch up with whatever

I had missed today.

i wonder whether you were worth it all.